to date each other. he could not stop smiling. he has never dated before. even though he had a relationship. he said to himself in his heart. this one is different. this one is special.

he told her. honestly what he wanted. they talked about it and they came to a decision. a decision that made him smile. something that he never had. but always wanted to feel and have.

feelings grew. and she knew that he wanted more. she always knew. so she asked him. what he really wanted.

time passed. they became even closer. they got closer and closer, that whenever he was there, she would be too. If she was there, he would be somewhere around the corner.

even if it wasn’t going anywhere, he didn’t mind spending time on her.

he continued with his life. accepting everything that came his way. he was happy. spending lots of time with her.

but she didn’t say no.

well all hope is not lost for him. She found out that he had feelings for her. They talked about it. At the end of it he was still smiling. She told him that she was not giving him hope. And said to move on.

a love that was lost. a life that was left behind. he wants a new one but he can’t. there is nothing stopping him but fear. the fear of rejection. the fear of never finding another.

he looks at his feet. though denying the fact, he knows that this journey will definitely come to an end should he not find a reason to move on.

he stands on higher ground. overlooking the city looking for the right path which could lead him to where he needs to go.

he got hurt while riding. he kinda busted his kneecap. his kneecap took most of the impact from the fall. the cut on it doesn’t hurt as much. walking and going up stairs takes more effort now. he can’t ride either. the doctor says he should be okay by three to five days if not he has to go for another check up. for now he is just resting.